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07 Jan 13 at 2 pm

knowledgeequalsblackpower:

I had to type and post the entire section because I found it to be such good information. I think I may finally understand White people.

From Being White, Being Good: White Complicity, White Moral Responsibility, and Social Justice Pedagogy by Barbara Applebaum

Pgs. 35-41

Privilege…gives whites a way to not know that does not even fully recognize the extent to which they do not know that race matters or that their agency is closely connected with their status.

Cris Mayo’s provocative but discerning quote highlights the connection between privilege, ignorance and denials of complicity. It is Charles Mills, however, who has drawn special attention to the epistemology of ignorance. Mills’ work is guided by the question, ‘How are white people able to consistently do the wrong thing while thinking that they are doing the right thing?

In his oft-cited book, The Racial Contract, Mills argues that a Racial Contract underwrites the modern Social Contract. The Racial Contract is a covert agreement or set of meta-agreements between white people to create and maintain a subperson class of non-whites. The purpose of the Racial Contract is to ‘secur(e) the privileges and advantages of the full white citizens and maint(ain) the subordination of nonwhites.’ To achieve this purpose, there is a need to perpetuate ignorance and to misinterpret the world as it really is. The Racial Contract is an agreement to not know and an assurance that this will count as a true version of reality by those who benefit from the account. That such ignorance is socially sanctioned is of extreme significance. Mills refers to such lack of knowledge as an ‘inverted epistemology’ and contends it is an

officially sanctioned reality (that) is divergent from actual reality…one has an agreement to misinterpret the world. One has to learn to see the world wrongly, but with the assurance that this set of mistaken perceptions will be validated by white epistemic authority, whether religious or secular.

White ignorance, thus, will feel like knowledge to those who benefit from the system because it is supported by the social system of knowledge.

When I discussed Mills’ work with one of my white colleagues, he charged that Mills’ arguments with promoting a type of ‘conspiracy theory’. Thus, it is important to emphasize that Mills is not implying that an actual racial contract has taken place. Rather, the racial contract is a sort of imaginary device that can explain how systematic white ignorance remains unchallenged. 

In his 2007 article titled ‘White Ignorance’ Mills further explains that white ignorance is distinguished from general patterns of ignorance ‘prevalent among people who are white but in whose doxastic states race has played no determining role.’ Moreover, white ignorance is not exclusively focused on the type of ignorance prevalent in overtly racist white individuals who are uneducated but additionally covers the type of not knowing existing in even those who are well-intended and ‘educated’ which ‘after the transition from de jure to de facto white supremacy, it is precisely this kind of white ignorance that is most important.’ 

White ignorance, accordingly, has a number of characteristic features among which are that it is intimately connected to racial positionality and works to protect white interests. Both these features of white ignorance need elucidation. First, white ignorance involves a ‘not knowing’ that is intimately connected to racial positionality. As such, white ignorance is part of an epistemology of ignorance, ‘a particular pattern of localized and global cognitive dysfunctions (which are psychologically and socially functional), producing the ironic outcome that whites will in general be unable to understand the world they themselves have made.’ 

A good illustration of such white ignorance can be found in George Yancy’s ‘Fragments of a Social Ontology of Whiteness.’ Yancy describes how a white philosopher whom he deeply respected cautioned Yancy with deep concern and out of good intentions not to get pegged as someone who pursues issues in African-American philosophy. Yancy immediately thinks,

‘Pegged! I’m doing philosophy!’ It immediately occured to me that the introductory course in philosophy that I had taken with him some years back did not include a single person of color. Yet he did not see his own philosophical performances—engagements with European and Anglo-American philosophy as ‘pegged’; he simply taught philosophy qua philosophy. Such a philosophy only masquerades as universal.

In this illustration, race is a fundamental factor in the type of   ignore-ance exhibited by the white philosopher.

As Mills underscores, such ignorance is connected to the conceptual framework that white people have at their disposal. Such ignorance is made possible because the conceptual framework from which one interprets one’s social world ‘will not be neutral but oriented toward a certain understanding.’ While Marxists refer to this ideology, Mills notes that Foucault refers to this as discourse. In addition, Mills, enormously influenced by standpoint theorists, maintains that ‘…if the society is one structured by relations of domination and subordination… then in certain areas this conceptual apparatus is likely going to be shaped and inflected in various ways by the biases of the ruling group(s)’. Whatever one perceives, it is the ‘concept (that) is driving the perception’. 

Mills, futhermore, insists, ‘whites (are) aprioristically intent on denying what is before them.’ In other words, the exhibited ignorance is not merely a lack of knowledge that results from a cognitive flaw of a particular individual or, as Linda Alcoff explains, merely an individual’s bad epistemic practice but rather is ‘a substantive epistemic practice itself’. White ignorance is a product of an epistemology of ignorance, a systematically supported, socially induced pattern of (mis)understanding the world that is connected to and works to sustain systemic oppression and privilege. White ignorance parallels what Joe Feagin and Henan Vera term as ‘sincere fictions’ or the “personal ideological constructions that reproduce societal mythologies at the individual level’. Most significant, these white delusions about racism also function to protect white people from having to recognize their own racism.

Eve Sedgwick brings to our attention how systemic ignorance is not a passive lacking, as the term ‘ignorance’ implies, but it is an activity. Extending Sedgwick’s insights to the discourse of color-ignorance, Cris Mayo contends that such ignoring is not a ‘lack of knowledge’ but ‘a particular kind of knowledge’ that does things. Mills argues that one’s social positionality and the knowledge connected to it will influence what questions one believes are important to ask and the problems one believes are valuable to pursue. White ignorance involves not asking or not having to ask (i.e., having the privilege not to need to ask) certain questions.The Racial Contract, according to Mills, involves

…simply a failure to ask certain questions, taking for granted as a status quo and baseline the existing color-coded configurations of wealth, poverty, property, and opportunities, the pretence that formal, juridical equality is sufficient to remedy inequities created on a foundation of several hundred years of racial privilege, and that foundation is a trangression of the terms of the social contract.

Thus, white ignorance is a type of knowledge that protects systemic racial injustice from challenge. 

In a distressing illustration of such habits of selective attention, Tyron Foreman and Amanda Lewis underscore the intense surprise that many white Americans expressed after Hurricane Katrina about the social reality of racial inequality in New Orleans. Foreman and Lewis attribute this astonishment to a racial apathy that is a consequence of the white ignorance manifested in the ideology of color ignore-ance. White ignorance, therefore, generates specific types of delusions or wrong ways of perceiving the world that are socially validated by the dominant norms and protect those norms from being interrogated.

Second, white ignorance is not only itself a type of white privilege (Who has the privilege to be ignorant?) but also works to safeguard privilege. Mills underscores that it is white group interest that is a ‘central causal factor in generating and sustaining white ignorance’. Such ignorance functions to mystify the consequences of such unjust systems so that those who benefit from the system do not have to consider their complicity in perpetuating it. There are benefits for the dominant social group of such ignorance. In her analysis of willful ignorance in literary characters, Vivan May writes, ‘there are many things those in dominant groups are taught not to know, encouraged not to see, and the privileged are rewarded for this state of not-knowing’. Quoting from Peggy McIntosh, May explicates that willful ignorance involves a pattern of assumptions that privileges that dominant group and gives license to members of those groups ‘to be ignorant, oblivious, arrogant, and destructive’ all the while thinking themselves ‘as good’.

The connection between white privilege and white ignorance is intimated when both Alcoff and May refer to white ignorance as willful ignorance. Although such ignorance may be willful in the sense of intended, it often appears that white people are not even conscious of such ignorance, so in what sense is it willful? 

The term ‘willful ignorance’ has often been employed to refer to a blatant avoidance or disregard of facts or well-founded arguments because they oppose one’s personal beliefs, values or worldviews. Willful ignorance is customarily used to refer to laziness or fear of critically examining one’s personal point of view. In other words, it is to intentionally remain ignorant of something one should know but on does not want to know. Willful seems to imply a level of knowing, i.e., that one wants to ignore knowing and is aware of what one is doing, as is evidenced in Thomas Green’s description of such ignorance as

that condition that I note from time to time in those who (1) are ignorant on som matter important to their lives, (2) are aware of their ignorance, but even more than that, are (3) resolved to remain in their ignorance, (4) not the lease because it is such a source of enjoyment and pleasure to them. I suppose that each of us can recall someone who fits this description. It is a bit more difficult to admit what is probably no less true, that there are traces of this sort of thing in ourselves.

White ignorance may be but is not always the result of a deliberate and conscious decision. Yet, as already noted, often such ignorance does not seem willful in the sense of intentional but rather the product of a socially induced tendency to ignore that involves being unaware that one does not know. Why categorize white ignorance as willful?

I suggest that white ignorance might be understood to be a form of willful ignorance because willful ignorance is culpable ignorance. Interesting and complex questions about culpable ignorance can be found in the ethical debates around moral responsibility and will be addressed in Chapter 5. Briefly, involuntary ignorance is often thought to excuse one from moral culpability unless one knowingly contrives one’s own ignorance. Then one is culpable even if one ignorant.

White ignorance may be a type of willful ignorance because there is a sense in which white people deliberately contrive their own ignorance. But white ignorance might also be willful not necessarily because the ignorance is consciously or deliberately manufactured but instead willful because such ignorance benefits the person or the social group the person is a member of. Members of the dominant group, for instance, have a vested interest in not knowing. Linda Alcoff emphasizes that white people not only have less interest in understanding their complicity in social injustice than those who are victimized by such systems but also that white people have a positive interest in remaining ignorant. The point is that even if one does not deliberately manufacture such ignorance, white ignorance does not release one from moral responsibility and might be willful in the sense that it is something that someone would want. One of the types of vested interests that such ignorance serves is the sustaining of one’s moral self-image.

Because of white ignorance, white people will be unable to understand racial world they themselves have made. One of the significant features of white ignorance is that it involves not just ‘not knowing’ but also ‘not knowing what one does not know and believing that one knows. White ignorance is a form of white knowledge. It is a type of ignorance that arrogantly parades as knowledge.Rather than an absence of knowledge, white ignorance is a particular way of everyday knowing or thinking that one knows how the social world works that is intimately related to what it means to be white. Moreover, such ‘ignorance as knowledge’ is socially sanctioned. Thus white people tend not to hesitate to dismiss and rebuff the knowledge of those who have been victims of systemic racial injustice rather than engaging with them, inquiring for more information and having the humility to acknowledge what they do not know.

What do white people know, what do they not know, and what can they know? Although I will not explore this conjecture here, the binaries knowledge/ignorance and knowing/not knowing not only seem inadequate but also misleading in terms of understanding the epistemological dynamics of whiteness. Further study of these binaries is required especially for those involved in helping white students acknowledge ‘white ignorance that is taken as knowledge’. 

What is significant is that white knowledge of the social world, that is really white ignorance, fuels a refusal to consider that one might be morally complicit and further promotes a resistance to knowing. Consequently, concepts ‘necessary for accurately mapping these realities will be absent’. In a provocative but evidently correct observation, Mills notes, ‘the crucial conceptual innovation necessary to map nonideal realities has not come from the dominant group’. All the more important for white people to acknowledge white ignorance so that they can hear what those who are not from the dominant group are telling them. 

Although it is not only white people who are susceptible to white ignorance, white people are particularly susceptible because they are the ones who have the most to gain from remaining ignorant. As Sandra Harding argues, it is members of oppressed groups, those who have direct experience with oppression, who ‘have fewer interests in ignorance about the social order and fewer reasons to invest in maintaining or justifying the status quo than do dominant groups’. Again, this is not to imply that all members of oppressed groups automatically have such knowledge. Alcoff explains,

identity does not determine one’s interpretation of the facts, nor does it constitute fully formed perspectives, but rather to use the hermeneutic terminology once again, identities operate as horizons from which certain aspects or layers of reality can be made visible. In stratified societies, differently identified individuals do not always have the same access to points of view or perceptual planes of observation. Two individuals may participate in the same event, but have perceptual access to different aspects of that event. Social identity is relevant to epistemic judgement, then, not because identity determines judgement but because identity can in some instances yield access to perceptual facts that themselves may be relevant to the forumlation of various knowledge claims or theoretical analyses.

What Alcoff underscores is that there is a greater tendency for those who experience the harms of systemic racism than those who benefit from it to be troubled by the normalization of white space and to be more affected by the white norms that are mystified as universal when they are not

White people have a positive interest in remaining ignorant because such ignorance serves to sustain white moral innocence. White ignorance, however, simultaneously protects systems of privilege and oppression from being interrogated. Whiteness, according to Mills, requires certain ‘opacities in order to establish and maintain the white polity’. In her 1984 book, The Politics of Reality, Marilyn Frye similarly argues that ignorance is indispensable for the perpetuation of white power and privilege. She contends that ignorance is ‘not something simple; it is not a simple lack, absence, or emptiness, and it is not a passive state’. In order to know one must pay attention, Frye contends. So too not knowing requires an active interest in ignoring or a resistance to knowing what is right in front of you. White people, Frye maintains, actively refuse to pay attention to their complicity in racism. Ignorance is ‘the condition that ensures its continuance’.

Systemic benefit works not only to keep ignorance in place but also to keep the status quo from being challenged. Mills cautions that it is crucial that white people take these ‘recognition problems’ seriously since, ‘(I)t becomes easier to do the right thing if one knows the wrong things that, to one’s group, will typically seem like the right thing’. Yet it is not easy to get white people to consider their complicity. Denials of complicity are not understood to be ‘denials’ but because of white ignorance masquerade as white racial common sense.

alexandraerinr: "Systemic White Ignorance"

there is someone posting pictures of a prix-fixe meal they are sharing this new years eve with their wife who is the much idolized sister of someone who betrayed me so deeply years ago that they are a part of why i can almost not stand to have friends, another peg against bonding pulling my lips even further back. and we weren’t ever lovers, that was how deep the betrayal was, they were my closest friend and now they are apparently successful and white and so their betrayal paid off. which they had a right to, because white men have a right to everything, to change their mind, to treat you like an experiment and a whim, to have their needs met, to tell you their needs, to need you to be the purpose they have given you, to need you to be a thing and to need you not to name what they are doing, your speech and your knowledge and your silence. to be your lover and then your friend and then be confused and have everything centered on their confusion. they will erase you in order to find themselves, they will erase you in order to maintain.  ( i don’t have to explain that the wife is his blonde white wife, the blonde sister of the blonde  man whose mexican father does not show in him in any way shape or form unless he wants to escape being held accountable for racism —-he uses his sister to avoid accountability for misogyny, she is a Social Worker and Feminist  and so he can’t possibly be—-and i don’t have to explain that this is the rock most white men hide under, their virtuous sister or ex, who are also probably white, or sometimes a token that they like to try to get paid from every now and then, they’ve always got a use for you, under or over)

or for that matter, white roommates and lovers who want you to communicate with them claim to want communication but can’t let you finish your sentence and really just want to get away and have the gall to get angry when you are not allowing them to project onto you what they need to project and when you tell them they are seen as they have refused to see you when you hold yourself as yourself in yourself and leave them no room, nothing to devour and then they complain: you never tell us anything, we never know what is going on…( do you know what a white woman can do? she can throw metal and beat and beat and kick dust into someone eyes and they will still take her phone calls and come over to your house at midnight to talk about how much they want her and then that white man who used you like a condom for comfort and release refuses to come and listen to you speak when you reach out about how suicidal you are and need to talk to someone. a white woman’s violence and caprice is worth more than my life, that was made clear to me. )

so this year has been a year of trust and patience wasted and the double take and i’ve learned i’m not to say anything to anyone, not a word, nothing new. i’ve grown tired of hypocrites and cowards of all colors, liars and cowards and casual murderers of revolutionary claims and  all respect, and i have come to wonder why no one will simply hold me or spend and evening eating with me and then come home, all these simple fucking things you know, i am sick of giving. i am tired of everyone else pining for someone else or something else or needing space or time to explore when they’ve already exhausted me and i am through with the lifetime/energy giveaway.  next new year’s eve i want to spend with someone who wants to give me a fucking prix-fixe meal and then wake up with me the next day and the day after that. there is so much room in that reality but apparently not for a black single mother. i am not famous enough, i am not hip enough, i have not managed to make myself into enough of a fucking asset for all these privileged motherfuckers who have graced my life with their bullshit this past year. and i am done, and done and done and have been living for myself for a while now and still run into these assholes constantly. i am sick of all of your goddamn wandering, all of the selfish ignorance and wonder, it is boring, it is disgusting, it is nothing and nothing and nothing. and i do not mean these words about myself, my nothing is something else entirely, i am speaking of men, of people who are a deep ditch for the world’s riches and claim the void. it would be trivial to call this bitterness. but then most people are trivial at best.

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18 Nov 12 at 10 am

Jane H. Hill, The Everyday Language of White Racism (via wretchedoftheearth)

*****

This is like when me and my white soon-to-be husband were looking for places. I’d call up and they’d say, “Come on down! Get an application!”. Because I don’t “sound” black.

Then I’d walk in 2 minutes later and they’d be all, “Oh. Sorry, we just rented it.”

Then I’d send him in and he’d get an application. 

The best part? Walking back in while he was completing the application. “Oh, they gave you an application? But they told me it was just rented. ODD. THAT. I’m going to report them so let’s just skip this place, m’kay?” The looks on their faces and the pathetic apologies were just too much fun.

Used to deal with the same thing with road trips. Hotels would tell me that there were no vacancies, but my white roommate would go in and get us a room, usually cheaper than advertised.

*****

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I do similar stuff at restauants and other places of business with my white bf. At least it makes it easier to know where not to go!

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Reblogging again for the commentary

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But we’re just supposed to *trust* and think everything is an *isolated* incident.

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Not so sophisticated scholars, were they? I mean this really, really shouldn’t be all that surprising.

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It shouldn’t be surprising, but I guarantee that most white people find it unbelievable

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reblogged for the commentary; yeah, when you have a white boyfriend, and they are with you out in public? all kinds of shit goes down for a black womyn. like people not thinking you’re together when you walk in right.next.to.each.other in a restaurant or bar or store.  or being ignored by white cashiers and other attendants when they see you are with the white person. they focus all interactions on them at that point.

(via wretchedoftheearth)

"Most Whites find it easy to ignore residential segregation. I experienced a good example of this inattention when I told a lunch-table’s worth of White colleagues at the Center for Advanced Studies in the Behavioral Sciences about the linguist John Baugh’s project on “linguistic profiling” (Baugh 2003). Baugh has developed a matched-guise test in which a single speaker uses a “White professional,” a “Latino,” or a “Black” voice in making telephone inquiries about the availability of advertised rentals in the San Francisco Bay area. The “White professional” voice is much more likely to yield an invitation to make an appointment to look at the property, while the other accents are more likely to result in a response that the rental is no longer available. My colleagues, all sophisticated scholars, were genuinely surprised at this result; several mentioned that they had thought that this sort of discrimination had long since disappeared."

so, my abusive ex, who has never been accountable to me for his abuse? is working with portland solidarity network. he’s in one of their demand videos. i don’t know if he is one of the main organizers or not; there is a good chance that he is, given that when we were together we were working to try and get that group together/off the ground.

 the whole concept of solidarity is usually highly contextualized; if you want support for abuse that didn’t involve broken bones or rape then people seem to want to hide or bend over backwards to find reasons as to why they can’t do anything. i believe this is because of how our culture is an abuse culture and so abusive behavior is so widespread that people feel too guilty about the ways in which they have not been accountable to hold others accountable. as a survivor, there is just so much abusive shit that i refuse to accept that most people have normalized. i feel that one of the first steps of decolonization is really breaking away from abusive people, if that is economically feasible for you, because otherwise you will never be able to figure out where you begin and the abuse ends. it is dangerous and oppressive when people act as if emotional abuse is ‘less’ than physical abuse and is somehow tolerable or acceptable. i am about radical liberation, and that includes radical accountability and radical vulnerability. i don’t think that abusers should get a pass because ‘all of us make ‘mistakes’. that is a silencing and oppressive framework for looking at emotional abuse and it simply rentrenches abuse culture.  so much of our culture is about guilt & shame (‘they have problems! they couldn’t help it! they already feel bad what do you want from them!’ etc) when that has nothing to do with accountability.

another way people normalize/erase emotional abuse is saying things like ‘when relationships go wrong, all kinds of things happen. it’s complicated’, as if emotional abuse is just about miscommunication or something like that. this is just another form of justifying abuse culture. it is about people being unwilling to unpack the oppressive frameworks around relationships that have become embedded in their libidinal economies. there are often very clear power dynamics at play in relationships and if you add the combination of certain kinds of gender and racial privilege then it is really ridiculous to act as if there was this even playing field where everyone should be held ‘equally accountable for their behavior’. i really wish people would stop hiding from this shit. it destroys everything at its root.

so i saw movie yesterday and am still processing it. right now all i can say is:

-trigger warning

-don’t see it in a theatre full of rich white people laughing at shit that is real and happening to people in the gulf right now.

-i spent half the movie sobbing and saying loudly to the previously mentioned white people “NONE of this shit is FUNNY” and that would shut them down and getting progressively louder about it until by near the end the white giggles had fucking stopped.

when i calm down maybe i will have something to say more. but that movie is a visceral experience.

i get really bored with white people who blithely erase people of color who say something they don’t want to hear by citing the opinion of a poc who does tell them what they want to hear and then going ‘some people are just offended by everything, and there’s nothing you can do about it…’

it is lazy, and ignorant to do this. people who do this though will probably live in their ignorance and die in that lack.

and this goes for white men in general. no one likes to hold them accountable for the emotional and physical abuse they put womyn through, particularly WOC. i am fucking disgusted by chris brown but i am also equally disgusted by sean penn & nic cage and all these other assholes who have legions of white people worshipping them as cult idols, which really is actively supporting a culture of abuse. and i’m really sick of all the white men here on tumblr and elsewhere who whine about ‘making mistakes, blah blah’ and ‘forgiveness’ when they haven’t even begun to be accountable. if you abuse someone, then you are always accountable to them. being self-centered is part of what makes someone abusive and centering the needs of your victim is the first step toward accountability. otherwise you are just a coward, hiding.

thisiswhiteprivilege:

White privilege is everyone knowing about Chris Brown assaulting Rihanna but no one knowing about what Sean Penn did to Madonna (tortured her for 9 hours), Charlie Sheen did to his exes (he freaking shot one of them and was arrested for domestic violence before), Nicholas Cage did to his exes (he was arrested for domestic violence), or really any white artists who were also involved in domestic abuse.

Submission from: http://www.freakingdaze.tumblr.com

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14 Apr 12 at 4 pm

britticisms:

Whenever I see photos like the one above, a part of me is led to believe that young white photographers are desperately consumed with acknowledging and representing their sexual, intimate lives in a way that many young people of other races do not (or do not appear to do). Meaning, when I see a photo of this, the two individuals almost always look like the two individuals in any of the other hundreds of thousands of photos that show two young people kissing or having sex. It is an apparent aesthetic that I have to wrap my head around but one that I can’t help but think about because I see it everywhere, all of the time, especially on Tumblr.

If we are increasingly becoming a visual culture, what does it mean when the aesthetics of these images are used to represent what it means to be young and sexual? There is a freedom inherent in these photographs that I can’t identify with, yet I yearn to do so. They remind me of the alternative, yet aspirational youth in many of Ryan McGinley’s photographs.

They also remind me of the sexual issues that I face as a young Black woman. Unlike women my age of other races, the number one killer of African-American women ages 25-34 is HIV/AIDS, and I have to largely consider whether or not my sexual choices will turn me into another statistic or if I will be able to live another day HIV/AIDS-free. This differs from many of my white female friends who more frequently admit to a fear of pregnancy than a life-threatening STD. There is, not entirely but significantly, a presence of weariness that comes to being young and sexual and Black and female. That is not to say that the “bliss” of such photos can’t be achieved by people with HIV/AIDS. Rather, I wonder what thoughts would arise in me if the figures in these photos were altered. Would I still think of “the beauty of youth,” or “freedom,” or “healthy sexual relationship” if the woman was Black, or if both the woman and the man were Black?

(Photo by Martien Mulder, a Dutch photographer based in New York. From Dossier)

britticisms:

Whenever I see photos like the one above, a part of me is led to believe that young white photographers are desperately consumed with acknowledging and representing their sexual, intimate lives in a way that many young people of other races do not (or do not appear to do). Meaning, when I see a photo of this, the two individuals almost always look like the two individuals in any of the other hundreds of thousands of photos that show two young people kissing or having sex. It is an apparent aesthetic that I have to wrap my head around but one that I can’t help but think about because I see it everywhere, all of the time, especially on Tumblr.
If we are increasingly becoming a visual culture, what does it mean when the aesthetics of these images are used to represent what it means to be young and sexual? There is a freedom inherent in these photographs that I can’t identify with, yet I yearn to do so. They remind me of the alternative, yet aspirational youth in many of Ryan McGinley’s photographs.
They also remind me of the sexual issues that I face as a young Black woman. Unlike women my age of other races, the number one killer of African-American women ages 25-34 is HIV/AIDS, and I have to largely consider whether or not my sexual choices will turn me into another statistic or if I will be able to live another day HIV/AIDS-free. This differs from many of my white female friends who more frequently admit to a fear of pregnancy than a life-threatening STD. There is, not entirely but significantly, a presence of weariness that comes to being young and sexual and Black and female. That is not to say that the “bliss” of such photos can’t be achieved by people with HIV/AIDS. Rather, I wonder what thoughts would arise in me if the figures in these photos were altered. Would I still think of “the beauty of youth,” or “freedom,” or “healthy sexual relationship” if the woman was Black, or if both the woman and the man were Black?
(Photo by Martien Mulder, a Dutch photographer based in New York. From Dossier)
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25 Mar 12 at 1 pm

Melissa McEwan, of course, on the terrible bargain. My life as a woman, as a queer person, as a fat person, is not your thought experiment.  (via sanitywatchers)

This really struck a chord. Even my boyfriend, feminist that he is, can have this reaction when I’m in tears after an NPR story. This is my fucking life. Excuse me if I can’t remove the personal. 

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I reblogged this before, but I like it a lot so I’m reblogging it again. 

This whole thing is the reason why confrontations with people that I consider friends always leaves me crying. Like, I get so angry and so flustered because it’s not just some stupid game to me, like it is to them. It’s something that’s real and personal.

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very relevant for a lot of people, myself included.

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yeah, i don’t play that game anymore. if they start to distance themselves, then i just attack them so they know what it feels like. pain in, pain out. i treat their obvious vulnerabilities like a game, or a joke, because if they are doing that to me then i owe them no mercy what soever, no matter how close or nice they were to me before.

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"There are the occasions that men—intellectual men, clever men, engaged men—insist on playing devil’s advocate, desirous of a debate on some aspect of feminist theory or reproductive rights or some other subject generally filed under the heading: Women’s Issues. These intellectual, clever, engaged men want to endlessly probe my argument for weaknesses, want to wrestle over details, want to argue just for fun—and they wonder, these intellectual, clever, engaged men, why my voice keeps raising and why my face is flushed and why, after an hour of fighting my corner, hot tears burn the corners of my eyes. Why do you have to take this stuff so personally? ask the intellectual, clever, and engaged men, who have never considered that the content of the abstract exercise that’s so much fun for them is the stuff of my life."

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21 Mar 12 at 8 pm

ladyatheist:

curiouslycool:

Before I post more photos…

Let’s talk about the WHITE DERAILING ASSHOLES AT THE RALLY.

THIS RALLY WAS ABOUT JUSTICE FOR TRAYVON MARTIN,

JUSTICE FOR THE BLACK AND BROWN BODIES PILING UP IN OUR STREETS.

THIS RALLY WAS ABOUT RACIAL PROFILING AND THE DISCRIMINATION PEOPLE OF COLOR FACE.

What the fuck is wrong with you and what possessed you to come down to Union Square and talk about YOURSELVES.

I’m looking at YOU Occupy Wall Street.

I’M LOOKING AT YOU AND YOUR HUGE FUCKING BANNER AND YOUR FAKE ASS MIC CHECKS, TRYNA GET US TO TALK ABOUT YOUR UPCOMING EVENTS.

Fuck you.

FUCK YOU.

I’m glad you didn’t succeed and people sideeyed the shit out of you.

A Black child is DEAD.
His mother’s voice broke as she thanked us for bringing her tragic loss into the spotlight.

HOW DARE YOU COME OUT HERE AND USE A BLACK CHILD’S DEATH TO PROMOTE YOUR CAUSE, A CAUSE THAT HAS NEVER INCLUDED PEOPLE OF COLOR.

This is about capitalism?

This is about classism?

WHY THE FUCK DON’T YOU TALK ABOUT WHO’S AT THE BOTTOM OF THE SOCIOECONOMIC LADDER AT YOUR EVENTS?

Fuck yall.

Miss me with that bull.

And you motherfuckers wonder why we ain’t never down there picketing with you.

I had a feeling something like this would happen. You know what, OCCUPY wall street is really living up to their name. They attempt to OCCUPY any and every other protest and/or movement they can so they can “spread their message” or some other bullshit. Then, when shit doesn’t go their way, people love to come out of the woodwork and say “but there’s no leader” and “you can’t write off the whole movement because some people did some bad stuff”. Fuck that noise. That whole damn thing, from the name to the people in it and the causes the “support” are all fucked up.

(via commanderbishoujo)

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